I haven't been here for a long time.
And if you saw me here,
it means something's wrong.
I always lied to myself
how I can be happy
how something good will happen
time goes on
but it wouldn't wait for me
now 2 years past
and I haven't done anything big.
I don't know where to go.
I don't know what to do.
I'm wasting everything
I shouldn't exist.