Alter ego.

Everyone has it.

But me, it's exceptionally massive.

I'm sorry, mom and dad,

if I ever didn't listen to you.

But guess what , I'm a teenager.

These rebellious feeling flow in my blood for no reason.

" YOU DON'T RUN MY LIFE IT'S USELESS EVERYTHING YOU TOLD ME WAS A LIE WHY SHOULD I EVEN LISTEN TO YOU WHEN YOURSELF IS NOT GOOD "

I just wanted to yell this .. but ..
that's just my hormones. talking.

I'm a teenager, dad.
Of course my ego rebels to you.
Pernah sekali terdetik hati ini nak menunaikan solat. 

nak ambil air sembahyang dah ni, 

tapi bila abah suruh je, all of sudden,

 i don't want to.

 Sampaikan begitu sekali.

Maybe I don't listen to you,
because you didn't listen to anyone else.
You didn't listen to mum,
you didn't listen to anyone in the family who gives you advice.
Maybe.


 

I guess it's bad parenting.
But guess what ?
You tried. And that's why I love you.