Tell me

JUST WHERE DID I GO FUCKING WRONG ?

FINE

You know what ?

Honestly , I didn't even know where did I do wrong .

I tried to do everything ,

pujuk macam orang gila ,

ketepikan perasaan aku semata-mata nak kasi kau happy balik,

hari-hari aku kena pujuk kau ,

and yet ,

you rewarded me with suspicion .

thanks a lot .

i don't hate you , even not a teeny miny bit . 

but you hate me huh ?

thank youuuuuu .

guess I'm not good enough huh ?

Well go find someone who you don't hate and doesn't make you mad  .

thanks . a fucking lot .


pee ass : sorry's not enough .

I Ain't Got No Life Anymore

  Well , 

I never knew living could be so boring .

After taking SPM , 

my life seemed to have no more meaning .

no more point to live .

It felt like there was nothing to chase after .

trying so hard to get .

I wished that i could stay in your house a little longer .

because when you were here with me ,

I felt alive sweetie .

Now i knew why people says something like ,

"You're the reason for me to live . "

Because you really are , :)

The first time y'all saw her y'all will say ,

"why her ? Isn't there prettier ?"

I'll smile and say ,

"She's like no other :) .

Plus she's the one who appreciated my existence ."

I'm not looking for the pretty ones ,

well , she's pretty though haha .

I want someone who's caring ,understanding ,

loving , sporting . sweet ,

cute and obedient ,

just like her :)

There you go NURELYA LAYLA ELYSHA AZLAN .

I love you <3

babi ahhh haha, 

trial spm macam fucker .

susah macam pukimak .

kau pun apahal sial sangat ?

susah la mcm niy kalau sume org nak berperangai anjing kat aku ,

bukan kau , tuu orang lain tu haaa.

tp takpelahh. asalkan dia bahagia dgn dunia dia sendiri haha .

Again .

feeling like this again .
makes me want to die .

no one were there to catch me when I'm fall.

hehh , I guess that ,

IT'S JUST ME AGAINST THE WORLD .

Love this song , don't ya ?

Try hearing this :)

 Random Awesome

it all began
at the show one weekend
i was a friend of your cousin said
"hey how you've been"
And with your checkered shirt on
And my Reebok shoes on
Let's watch something random
turned to something awesome

And I smile I love no,
I laugh happier somehow
No I don't know what is up with me
I laugh too much recently
No, They don't know much about us
When we're exchanging glances
We'll figure out one day,
what happened on your 16th birthday

It all began with a simple

confession
You had an urge to kiss me and
I was on the verge to miss you
and it happen,
no
we don't understand
no
i won't even budge
before we didn't hang out much
With your checkered shirt on
And my Reebok shoes on
Let's watch something random
turned to something awesome

And I smile I love no,
I laugh happier somehow
No I don't know what is up with me
I laugh too much recently
No, They don't know much about us
When we're exchanging glances
We'll figure out one day,
what happened on your 16th birthday

Casanova a.k.a Playboy

Lemme tell you something ,

I'm not , and never will be ,

the person who I stated above ,

heyy just because I'm close to you ,

doesn't make me yours and you're mine ,

so don't ever feel being cheated ,

coz between you and me , there's nothing ,

Don't be jealous when I'm friendly with other girls,

coz you don't have the right to ,

So the persons who calls me casanova or playboy ,

you're making a mistake ,

coz i never liked to play with other's people's heart ,

and i hate it as much as they played mine ,

I just wanted to be friends with girls ,

but it turned out that the girls were attracted to me ,

at that time not one, but many girls ,

and so they called me casanova ,

just because I'm closed to many girls ,

SHIT I'M NOT .

It hurts my feelings though ,

that in school the girls talks about me like that ,

Although maybe sometimes I liked a person and tried to become close to her ,

but instead she had a partner .

maybe she's reading this blog :)

So yeahh to those ,

BACK OFF WILL YA ?

Heyy, thanks to you,
I founded a way to kill myself SLOWLY.
I've founded Nic.

To the dedicated person,

thanks a lott :)

Semangat kau kasi ,

memang aku simpan sampai bile2 :D

her name was given fara taro :)

Letter for you

Dear anis,

I just wanna say I'm sorry for making mistak

Why all of sudden did you do this? I know that I

Is it about me? or about some other guy? please, I'm confus

You know that i can't live without you. What about all the songs you gave me? perfect two, can't stand it, happy, diam-diam, all about him, marry you, aku rindu sayang kamu, sofea jane, and a lot othe

I tried everything, everything to make you happy. But why did yo

I'm seriously didn't know where did I do wrong , but please forgive m

Don't leave me, please?

You know, I felt happy to see you smile with your friends, but in the end, I'm crying alone in my room, alon

Please tell me that all this were nightmare. I wished I could just woke up and everything was back to norma

I couldn't do a single thing. Cause everything I do reminded me of you. And when that happen, I lost my hope

Now I know why people suicide because of love. 

I guess you didn't even care if I did one

You know why I can't let you go? because I loved you since standard 6  

You changed my life when we're together,

and you will changed it again if we're not together,

mylifewouldbecrushed 

please give me one more chance, I don't know what will happen to me if you ever leave m 

I love you, so much,,from the bottom of my heart,

from the one who loves you,

QAWWIY

ouch..

It hurt. A lot.

I can't afford it.

Even though you see me smiling in the days,

I'm crying alone in the night. 

Every night.

:'(

p/s : please comeback to me :(

Ke mana saja
Kau berlari bersembunyi..
Ku tahu cintamu
Padaku teguh..
Takku peduli cara
Dan tingkah lakumu
Kerna ku takkan pergi
Jauh dari sisimu
Dengarlah kasih
Kan kuserahkan segala kepadamu
Kan kuserahkan segala kepadamu                                          senyuman ragamu-OAG

Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
The love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced            never be replaced-1stlady


Di sudut termenung jauh
Mengenangkan nasib kita
Kita miliki separuh
Berbentuk hati cinta namanya
Walau kau jauh
Ku sentiasa menunggumu
Inginku imbas kembali memori
Walau kau jauh
Ku berjanji kan terus tunggu
Dipisah lautan biru
Ku mahu kau tahu
Aku kan terus menunggu                                            ku mahu kau tahu-Hujan


Semua laguku hanya untukmu
Semua rasaku hanya padamu
Ku kan bersamamu selamanya
Kamek sayang kitak
Mena mek x bulak
Kawen jak ta duak
Janji mek ngn kitak                                                   kamek sayang kitak -Hujan

I've been waiting my whole life
For someone like you
To go and pick me up and take away my blues
It's been one hell of a year
In my own shoes
But I've got some questions for you

Did it hurt when you fell from huh-ea-heaven?
Did it hurt just to know I was right here uh-waiting
Did you know, do you know
It was love from the first time we touched                 did it hurt-Nevershoutnever !

And it's okay if you had to go away
Oh, just remember the telephones
Well, they're working in both ways
But if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of (of,)
And others just read of
and if you could see me now
Well, then I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedeedeede
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Out of words                                                    you and i both - jason mraz

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are                                              just the way you are- bruno mars

Im sorry it's all that I can say
You mean so much and I'd fix all that I've done
If I could start again
I'd throw it all away to the shadows of regrets
And you would have the best of me                                       best of me -sum 41

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 
'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go                                                                        with me -sum 41